PRE-RACE
I woke up to my alarm and felt ready. I knew it was going to be a long day. Although dark, I could tell the lake was a bit wavy by the looks of the trees. As I ate my two bagels for breakfast, I watched the early arrivals queue in the ramp that I would bike down in just three short hours. I was chomping at the bit to get going. I was already shaking with nervous, excited energy and we hadn't even left the apartment. I opened the door to leave and there was a bright orange poster with well wishes from my friends Paul & Jess. I have the best friends ever.
My wife (IronSherpa & Team RobbyB captain) walked the block to the special needs dropoff and continued to the transition area. On the way, I paused to look down the finish chute. The bleachers were empty. The street was dimly lit. The clock was blank. But, there was the famed blue rug leading up to the arch seemed to glow in the pre-dawn light. My legs filled with goose bumps.
At my bike, I filled my water bottles, pumped the tires, and checked everything over. On my way out to get marked, a tire popped, disturbing the morning silence. It was 5:45 am and while there were thousands of people milling about, it was quiet. People were whispering. No one dared disturb the silence for they knew it would be the last moment peace and quiet for the day.
I peed for the second time since leaving home. Nervous energy, I guess. (At least I was hydrated.) I finalized my transition bags and took the elevator down to the shore, just like I had done for the previous month. I met up with Paul & Mike, both alumni of my high school, and swimmers themselves. They too raced the heat in Racine, and everyone understood while that was hard, this was a new ball of wax. We found a nice spot on the peeler rugs, sat down and joked about stupid stuff before putting our wetsuits on.
SWIM
Walking into the water, everyone's faces dropped an octave: somber, forlorn, nervous, and scared. Gone was the quiet of the dawn. Mike Reilly pressured everyone into the water, and different songs played on the sound system. Looking at the stone faces, I said to Paul, "It's the march of the living dead." One last wave to Team RobbyB, and I dove into the water and swam out to the start line, right where all the fast people swim. The plan was to stick with them as long as I could, and then stay long and strong to the finish. The Pros were about 100 yards ahead, adorned in fittingly gold caps. I found myself right behind the youngest male competitor, who got cut from his college swim team because he didn't have endurance. I thought his bold prediction of a 49:00 split was poppycock, so I stayed behind him, ready to swim with him as he boldly pronounced to everyone his expected time. At one point, I turned to see the sun rising behind us. It was a perfect pink-orange circle cutting through the thick haze. It was ready to bear down on us with serious fury.
I didn't hear much of the anthem or the count down. Then, there was a subtle boom. I said (out loud I think), "There it is," and we were off. I felt some shoving in the first 500 yards, but that was from side to side as everyone made their own lines to the buoys. The wind blew the smaller flagged buoys off the major rectangle lines, so it was a bit tough keep a straight line. And then, all of a sudden, I'm in this clear zone, with about ten feet of space all around me. The washing machine pulled me along, and I'm very easy and relaxed, just keeping the pace. It was in this "zone" when it hit me that this wasn't a workout. All those little dots on the Terrace are people: fans and family watching their swimmer. This is it. I'm frickin' doing an Ironman. My legs filled with goose bumps again.
After the first turn, things spread out. I saw lots of those gold caps drift by me, so either I'm going too fast (likely) or I'm getting lucky. The second lap was a bit more choppy and challenging. I kept my pace long, taking time to wave to the lifeguards on their paddle boards. I even got one thumbs up and a hearty laugh back. This WAS fun, just like it should be. I saw the Gatorade bottle and drove towards it. I got up, crossed the timing mats, heard the shouts and raised my hand to each ear to get them pumped even more. They went nuts in response. How cool!
Swim split: 54:18. 41 overall, 4 in my age group.
T1
I found my buddy's wife, who runs the peeler volunteers. She stripped me, and I made my way up the ramp to the transition. I really like using the elevator. This ramp stuff sucks. I was swarmed immediately by two volunteers, and I had to calm them down. They practically threw me into a chair, and had all my stuff on the floor before I even sat down. I was in no rush and calmly got my bike stuff on and casually walked out the door. All goal times were thrown out the window, so what did it matter if I ran? I made my way down the loooooong rows of bike racks, but tore my race number off my belt. No matter. I just stuffed it into my bike shorts. The volunteer attempted to get my bike out from the wrong side, so I helped her out, put on my shoes and made my way down the ramp. Time: a comfortable 10:44.
BIKE
They warned us of the bumps heading out John Nolen drive, barely a tenth of a mile into the course. I was a victim, losing my mesh plug for the aero bottle. Knowing I needed it for the long day, I got off, ran back and picked it up, and really stuffed it in there. I double checked the rest of the equipment. Hmmmm...seems that my speed sensor wasn't working the bike. I guess it got knocked off kilter in the tussle to get my bike off the rack. At least I can use my forerunner to track my progress. Hmmmm...seems that I didn't start my watch. Oh well, we not doing this for time, right?
I promised my self to stay in the small ring all the way out to the loop start in Verona. That way, I would make sure I was spinning and warming my legs up. Even with the warm morning, it took almost 15 miles for them to come around, after getting to and through Verona. Then, on the section of the loop that heads north, my legs came around with the help of a nice southerly wind, and I maintained a pretty good clip.
Team RobbyB was in force. Not one time did I pass them cheering without a comment from the folks around me. It made all the difference in my world, and I'm pretty sure it helped out those around me, too. There was too much positive energy to let the sun and wind keep you down.
When Dr. Timmerman (also a finisher: 14:17:44) diagnosed my tendonitis six weeks ago, he told me directly that I shouldn't stand when pedaling. Not only was that good advice for my knee, but it ended up saving me. I saw many people stand to get over the small, constant rolling hills. I did the opposite, staying seated shifting up to let my easier gears do the work. This also allowed me to pass many people on the major hills. I only stood up to stretch the back and legs out.
I stopped at special needs for about 11 minutes, peed a bit, and ate some Pringles and a couple of peanut butter sandwiches. The special needs were about 30 volunteers short (no-shows), so they were running ragged in the sun and heat. I almost started to help them out. With mighty big thanks, I pushed on, starting the second loop.
Once I felt the wind, I knew that in order to make it, I would have to take it easy. Not only was the wind in your face, it would whip across the road crossways, and then blast you once you hit a clearing. So, I held back a bunch, spinning up and down the rollers. And then, my bottles were empty. I still had another five miles to Mt. Horeb and the next aide station. But there was this big hill between me and them. It was gut-check time. "This is what makes this an Ironman," I told myself, and pressed on. I climbed the hill, smiled for the RobbyB cameras, and got my fuel and some oranges. From here, it's mainly downhill around through Cross Plains and into the wind again. Just before you reach the Degree-sponsored toughest hills, the wind saps any energy you might have left in the tanks. I saw people walking their bikes up, even some resting the shade. The second hill of the two was like being on Le Tour. Crowds were three and four deep, leaning in, narrowing the road to fit only two bikes. All of that made it so much easier to climb. After that, I set a course for home. I attacked the last hill and flew the mainly downhill return trip into T2. Riding behind the Coliseum provided a view of the lake and skyline that I'd never seen before. Again, I got goose bumps on my legs knowing that I only had twenty-six 1-mile runs to go.
Bike Split: 6:15:21. 502 overall, 69 in my age group. I was 340 overall at this point.
T2
Much like T1, I took my time. The legs were a bit wobbly, but they held as I shuffled my way into the welcome cool air of the Terrace. I did the full change, grabbed a Snickers bar, pack of Pringles and headed out for some sunscreen. I grabbed water and started my first marathon. Time: 8:59
RUN
I walked a bit to get my run legs under me, and then started running. Then I walked again; finding it easier to walk and eat. Though tempting, I never looked back at the finish line. I already had an image of me finishing anyways. I ran the first 13 miles by running to each aide station, then walking through each one for as long as I needed to; sometimes well beyond the end of it. The heat was bearing down at this point. I ran up to the aide station on Breese Terrace (mile 4) and saw the bike for the third place female stopped and the rider looking back. There on the ground, was Amanda Lovato in obvious agony. She was hyperventilating and crying at the same time. Husband Michael raced up, and dropped his bike to be by her side. Almost immediately, we heard sirens in the distance. She did not finish. The heat takes no prisoners.
The run/walk strategy carried me to the turn-around point. Fumes, pretzels, Gu, and Team RobbyB carried me the rest of the way. I walked much more than the first half. About mile 16 or 17, I realized that I hadn't eaten in a while, so I took some Gu and pretzels. The food cleared my head enough to make me realize just how much I was out of it. I kept up the food intake and focused on the finish line. With three aide stations to go, I figured that I run to the next, then walk to the last one, and finish the last mile running. However, a check of the watch showed thirteen hours was closing fast. Then, all of a sudden, my cousin was running next to me. We parted at the aide station; he went to the finish line and I walked through the aid station. Lifted by his visit and chat, I felt good enough at the end of the aide station to run to the pedestrian overpass. The overpass is one of those things that don't look so bad, but are deceptively brutal if you run over. I walked over it, and used the momentum at the bottom to run to the Capitol.
On the way up the last hill around the square, Ted sees me and yells, "How are you doing?" I yell back, "I'm finishing!" and he sprints up to alert Team RobbyB that I'm coming in.
I purposely made every run end up this hill and down the finishing street, preparing me for exactly for this moment. I ran the last 100 feet with my eyes closed, putting myself on this night, with the crowd, with lights shining on me, name over the loud speaker, hearing those famous three words. I closed my eyes one more time before I turned the corner and opened them to see it come alive. I slowed to let the guy finish with a proper gap in front of me, pointed thanks to everyone in Team RobbyB, pumped my fists in the air and crossed The Line.
Run Split: 5:22:28. 775 overall, 85 in my age group.
Total Time: 12:51:49. 504 of 1678 official finishers overall, 63 of 186 in AG (includes 23 DNFs)
POST-RACE
I was caught by two friendly ladies, given my finisher's medal and bag, and saw my brother and sister behind the line. Then, I gave lots of love to Kris who came running in. I can't thank everyone enough for the support throughout the year, and especially this day. I grabbed some more Gatorade and went to thank everyone in Team RobbyB. I could feel this huge smile on my face, and nothing was ever going to take it away.
At the awards brunch the next day, Graham Frasier, president of Ironman North America, has never seen a DNF rate so high. Ironman average rates are around 8-9%. On Sunday, 395 out of 2076 athletes that started the swim did not finish. That's 19%. Graham labeled this race as "Carnage-man." Nonetheless, next year's race sold out in about 7 hours.
Huge congrats go out to Paul & Mike for qualifying for the 2006 Hawaii Ironman. It was sweet to see how excited they both were.
THANKS
I owe a huge debt of gratitude to all my family and friends that came out to cheer me on as part of Team RobbyB. You lifted my spirits all day and helped me keep the dream alive under some pretty brutal conditions. I cannot thank you enough, but I will try. And, I promise that if you ever set out to complete an Ironman, or any other life dream, I will be there to support you every step of the way.
Team RobbyB: Kris, Beth, Dan, Mom, Dad, Romayne, Kelly, Kevin, Christina, Kristin, Jamie, Carrie, Nikki, Debbi, Paul, Jess, Jason, Paige, Rachel, John, Tammy, Suzanne, Randy, Geoff, Chris, Connie, Ted, Tori, Dave, Tim, Kristin, TJ, Lizzie, Nate, Emily, Tanya & Family, Cindy, Jill, Jeremy, Jessica, Minh, Peter, Wendy, Sydney, Jim, Kathy. And to the countless people that followed on-line, sent e-mails, or left messages. You guys rock!